Had a fantastic night of sleep last night (maybe because I turned the lights OUT?). Anyway, starting to feel less indigo, partly due to the proximity of her return, partly to the fact that next week is a short week and I start in earnest on my new database/web app project.
I have to admit, I adore parts of IT, the web development, the freedom to dream up and create new forms and formats, new structures that help people do what they want to do. I've missed that terribly since I left the IT department. But IT's entire mission was fixing hardware and I promised myself I would not be on my knees climbing under another desk EVER just to get access to the cool toys in my 'downtime'.
So I fell back into my old standby discipline (which surprisingly has become 'hip' & 'green') even though I am mostly bored silly by it's bureaucratic pall. If I am disciplined, I can make opportunities. Please Goddess let me make them.
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